chem vs con, a freewrite.

so where do we go
if the government's releasing
aluminum particles into the atmosphere

toying with the weather
and the idea of god
"it's life saving!"
say thick pocket geoengineers

but the soil is tinny
the rain is tinny
the god damn snowy tops of mountains
are tinny and undrinkable

what the fuck is geoengineering anyway?
and why is this information
found only in the back alleys
of the internet
with shaky cameras
and careful wording

and tell me how
whoever mans these planes
straps on a helmet
and makes hatch work of the sky
pushing a button or flipping a switch
releasing trails confused for clouds

looking out my window, i see them now.
the horizon is murky.
and the government says,
"it's for you."
they say, "we're doing this for you."

so where do we go?